Jumping on my mind
I would like to be married :/ but the same time if the offer was there I would say no at this point. I want to feel complete not like I put in all the effort. Things do change which has been and in a good way.
This was the 1st picture posted to let everyone know she’s here :) posted by her dad. That’s his finger.
Already!?
It’s been a month? My daughter Hayley Caroline is 5 weeks gonna be 6 weeks on Tuesday :) she was born March 6 2012… 10 days before her due date & weighed 7lbs.
These days she is growing fast, I won’t know her weight again til her doctors appointment in May.
I find myself being sad I don’t feel her kicks, and not being able to touch my belly knowing she’s there. On the bright side she where I want her to be :) my arms. And I hate letting her go to anyone lol and when I do I have to check up on her so I know shes okay lol
Hey I love my child! ;D
As for my experience I did everything with no pain medication. Had her natural and she was healthy. It wasn’t how I expected or prepared my body to feel. If I could have more kids with how this pregnancy went I would have a few more just not now… Maybe in like 4-5 years from now.
For now this spoiled diva has it made!
My boyfriend and I agreed not to post her pictures of Hayley -at least not her face, on any social networks for our own privacy since she our child, not to be like everyone else and when they have their kids, we don’t want certain ppl to get the first look, and for who those who want to see her can come see her. To me this has been a great decision.
I prefer Waffles tho. Pancakes get hard to swallow for reals… Makes me feel like I’m gonna die.
My Valentines yesterday so unexpected, it didn’t start off feeling like shit, didn’t want to do anything, wasn’t mad just seemed like another day… Nah look how my baby daddy went all out. I tell him buying me things doesn’t mean shit to equal to love.. It’s just a nice gesture to me. How I was raised was don’t except nothing from no one cuz they want something in return. I don’t have a good job like him, have responsibilities like him, but I am thankful for all the hardwork he puts in to show me how much he cares. I would love to get back at him and get him a LV wallet, Polarized ray bands, brand things too… I’m no gold digger, but I try my hardest to give my time, my love and all I can to show him how much he does mean to me. Plus our daughter ❤ who will be daddy’s lil girl :)
I told him lets just go out to eat the next day or next week since we are gonna be busy… Lol thankful for my bf and all the tough times we go through-just can’t believe I have a really good guy sometimes. Hard to find!
Personally right here 1st
I decided to keep everything here: pix,ideas,thoughts,mylifestories… This is where I’m officially building my wall of things I don’t share with the world around me, the circle of friends, family… Unless some how they find me. You can expect to see my daughter and hear about her here 1st cuz I don’t plan on showing everyone I know her, I don’t need likes on fb, comments, or anything… My Dairy is here and if u follow me thanks :)
When someone meets me:
they think I’m all shy like
But then they get to know me and I’m more like
Ain’t that the truth!
“They wanted to pray together, but not see each other, before the ceremony.”
Cute!
:) <3
(Source: paraliandreams)
Motivation gotta get that, and trust me I’m suffering as we speak with out sweets :(
(Source: peppergoat)
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